--- Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net> wrote:
> From Ramsey Mon Oct  4 16:39:43 1999
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> From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
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> Subject: Sad
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> 
> Gail,
> 
> Some days are harder than others. Today, I am
> depressed. I feel 
> so despondent some days. I miss my baby. I love her
> so much. I 
> know I do not talk of her as much as I talk of her
> death. In real 
> life, I am quite the opposite. I love to recall
> wonderful things 
> she did while she lived on this earth. The mail that
> was sent to 
> the person known as Katy, included a brief
> description of my 
> little one.
> 
> I remember an old friend who really hated for me to
> express my 
> depression to her. It was Patti. I was a bit shocked
> when I heard 
> that she believes me to be who I say I am, according
> to the 
> letter you forwarded to me. She is the last person I
> would have 
> thought who would contend that I am Patricia Ramsey.
> The last 
> mail I received from her was threatening and
> included the word 
> bull***t. Then, recently, she dropped me a note
> telling me she 
> would be out of town and that I should not be
> concerned if I 
> wrote to her and got no response. It was so
> thoughtful; however, 
> in light of what she had last said to me, and the
> fact that she 
> never writes to me anymore, I was surprised that she
> would 
> prepare me for her absence. She refuses to include
> my name at the 
> beginning of mails.
> 
> Gail, it has been days since I heard from Michael. I
> know what 
> you always say, but, at this rate, it will take
> forever to get 
> anything done. I am already working on another
> letter to him. It 
> is already approaching large. It contains small
> details I felt 
> were too graphic to include in my public statement.
> It has been 
> difficult to repeat since it involves my child and
> graphic 
> details of her death.
> 
> Patricia
>